What would i do... without you....

Mamma... She wishpered... she could find silence all around...
Miss u mamma....Miss u so much..

I know how much i had troubled u..knowingly or unknowingly how much i would have hurt u...

And now when i could realise its too late.. i could not replace those time with the one i would have done some years back...

No.. all is gone now...passed days... passed life.. how could i ever get it back...

she wondered... closing her eys she try to listened to a vocie...

There was no answer... nothing from her inner heart...
tears ran out of her eyes...

god was the next call.. i... i couldn't do it... i was...

she struggled even to speak...words were also not in favour of her...
Everytime she used to wonder- wonder if she could ever relive all those days which she wanted to ... give those good time to her mommy ...

She was in her kitchen...cooking dont know what.. strange thoughts kept haunting her...
There was no one to even help her... her roomie never bothered to atleast speak to her...

The little soul of hers was hurt.. there was no one this time.. not even her roomie... she was all alone...

mamma...she said... how i used to trouble u... asking u to cook for me whenever i was hungry... never ever bothered to know if u were ever tired..
Of all the odd times i had troubld u for...Am not happy now mamma....
...and i know how it is to do things any thing for that matter when ur not in mood...

Though i remember... i recall my days... when i was with u... singing and dancing all around...roaming with my friends.Never bothered to help u in any of the things u do... nothing at all.
u were always there ... not saying anything... rather fulfilling everything i had asked u for...

Sorry mammma.... that was a loud call...with her wet eys she sat in the kitchen... she couldnt resist...

of all she was alone... all alone in her little room...