Sometimes...

I dont know what to call this... some terrible feelings all around... some strange thoughts running around.. Am i in a right place???? i wondered many times....i dont know...

But all that i know is my God wont betray me.. am sure... for am not so bad...

Shravya was always saying this to herself... she said it many a times when things were not under her control.. When she could do nothing about things... When she was feeling helpless about the whole situation where she was in...

But she always said , for all that - i know my God wont betray me.. am sure... for am not so bad...

During all this awful times she used to read... read a lot .. some philosophies of life, some good thoughts to boost up.. some consoling words from her dear ones...All she wanted was a bit more attention a bit more considertion...

It was a friday evening... Didi... she came running up to me..I was surprised.. seeing her bit tensed... bit disturbed... She read out her thoughts on to me... her hautning thoughts...All i could do is pat at her back.. give a big hug.. make her feel little light...

A while later, I took out a book and gave it to her...She silently read...

Her eyes wide open... an eagerness in knowing things... A thurst for some words which would make her feel good.. As she read - Here it goes...

I understood that - Dont compare anyone in this world with YourSelf..If you are Comparing your insulting yourself.

I understood that - No one will Manufacture a lock without a key.In the same way God wont give problems without solutions.

I understood that - Life laughs at you when you are unhappy..Life Smiles at you when you are happy...Life Salutes you when you make others happy.

I understood that - Every successful person had painful story.Every painful story has a successful ending.

I understood that - We should accept tht pain and get ready for success.

I understood that - Easy is to judge the mistakes of others..Difficult is to recoznise our own mistakes.

I understood that - It's easier to protect your feet with slippers Than to cover the earth with carpet.

I understood that - No one can go back and change a bad beginning , But anyone can start now and create a successful ending...

I understood that - if a problem can be solved no need to worry about it.. If a problem can not be solved what is the use of worrying

I understood that - If you miss the oportunity don't fill the eyes with tears.It will hide another better opportunity in front of you.

I understood that - Changing the face can change nothing. Buut Facing the change can change evrything.

I understood that - Don't complain about others;Change yourself if you want peace.

I understood that - Mistakes are painful when they happen . But years later collection of mistakes is called experience, which leads to success.

I understood that - Be bold when you loose and be calm when you win.

I understood that - Heated gold becomes ornament.Beaten copper becomes wires.Depleted stone becomes statue.So the more pain you get in life you become more valuables

As sharavya finished reading, she was feeling more relaxed... lil more comfortable...

She held me tight and told..."What is Life without these obstacles without these problems" isint it Didi....

I smiled and said... its all correct... :)